|Thursday, October 19th, 2006|
|Monday, August 21st, 2006|
|Sunday, August 20th, 2006|
|::counting the hours::
well tomorrow the girls are suppose to show up.........hmmmmm will it happen??? I hope so. :) My sons birthday was today and he is now 24. I talked to him briefly this morning and I will be seeing him soon and that is when he will get his birthday kiss and hug. :) Can't wait to see everyone tomorrow in chat.
|Friday, August 18th, 2006|
I will be leaving in 11 days to go to Charleston SC to visit my son and be there for their wedding day. I will be returning on the 4th so I will only be gone for a week. I'm getting very excited because I miss my son very much and I'm also getting a daughter so that is kewl. :)
|Tuesday, August 15th, 2006|
|Wednesday, August 9th, 2006|
they won't be coming back until the 15th. :( I miss the girls so much but I guess it can't be helped.
|Thursday, August 3rd, 2006|
glenn and I were talking tonight and I started talking about somethings that weren't on my mind but they came out of my mouth. meaning I haven't even thought these thoughts in many many years. my parents divorced when I was young five actually and all I remember is going to an office building and my parents went in a room and I stayed in the waiting room with the secretary but I don't remember where my brother was. A few minutes later my parents came out and we got in the car and daddy said ok now we're going on a trip and I said where daddy? He said we are going to visit pap pap and grandma lucille and I can remember being very excited because I loved going there. Pap pap and grandma lived in Merritt Island Florida and going to visit them was like visiting the house of I Dream of Jeannie. I'm serious they had the furniture of the time and grandma was always so lively.
I woke up the next morning I believe in bed at pap paps and grandmas house and I got up and I couldn't find my daddy. nothing ever was really discussed with us because we were children and that meant that we were to be seen but not heard. we weren't allowed to ask too many questions or we would surely be punished. as time went on I started school at Audubon Elementary and my mom worked at Food Fair and we still lived with pap pap and grandma. it was a wonderful time and if I was going to lose my daddy then this was the place to be. grandma always tried her best to keep our minds busy and to teach us things that we weren't being taught because our mom was not able because she had to work. Then one day our lives changed again and we were moving. everyone was yelling and we were gone. not far just down the street but when we moved we were told that we could never talk to those people again meaning pap pap and grandma. of course I didn't listen and I stopped by almost everyday on the way home from school. sometimes I would get caught but I didn't care because I loved my grandparents and my daddy.
Well alot of weird things happened in this part of my life that I'm not ready to express yet so I will get to the point of this story. my own mother, mom or mommy became evil. my daddy drove a truck and was in town every tuesday and thursday and that was heavenly because I loved my daddy and I missed him very much. This is where the evil comes in Laura you were very bad today so you can't go with your daddy today. Crying Laura standing at the window watching her brother go with daddy. and this happened more often than not. she also would say to me the only reason you go with your father is because of what he buys you. I am a six year old child and she is telling me that the only reason I love my daddy is because of what he can buy for me? I hated her from that time on and it just came to a head tonight and I am fourty-four years old. I spent my whole entire life trying to prove to everyone that I didn't love my daddy for what he could do for me. I held back with the only person that meant the most in the world to me because I didn't want people assuming that it was only for what he could buy me or where he could take me. why would any rational adult say something like that to a six year old child over and over and over?????
lightbulb goes dim...............
|Wednesday, August 2nd, 2006|
i wanted to know if you checked out some new sites that i added? the first one is Matthijs & Charity's Wedding
and the second one is Naomi
. i am so very happy for this family and i want to share them with all of my friends.
|Monday, July 31st, 2006|
|::where you be?::
I haven't heard from you in a few days Angel and I'm wondering if you are ok? I've gone to the chatroom a couple of times but no one is ever there and I don't sit around for too long. I hope all is well with you and you are keeping cool.
|Thursday, July 27th, 2006|
glenn is picking us up mc d's tonight and my friend judy wants me to come over at 9pm to watch so you think you can dance.........i think i'm feeling much better and hopefully i will be able to go. been down in the dumps lately with my tummy really since the weekend but it seems to be on the mend now. i'm really into this show this season as well as big brother 7 and hell's kitchen. i was a waitress,cook and dishwasher for many years and i remember being screamed at like he does but nowadays i think i would tell him to go beep beep himself. heheheheheh the dance show is getting a dance team together and they will be here 07-Oct Boston, MA The Wang Center for the Performing Arts and hopefully i will be able to attend. well i'm off because glenn will be here soon.
|Wednesday, July 26th, 2006|
the show did not start today and it won't be on again until Aug. 10th. :( Current Mood: sad
|BENEFITS OF BEING A WOMAN
* We got off the Titanic first.
* We can scare male bosses with mysterious gynecological disorder excuses.
* We can be groupies. Male groupies are stalkers.
* We can cry and get off speeding fines.
* We've never lusted after a cartoon character or the central figure in a computer game.
* Taxis stop for us.
* We don't look like a frog in a blender when dancing.
* Free drinks, free dinners, free movies.
* New lipstick gives us a whole new lease on life.
* No fashion faux pas we make could ever rival The Speedo.
* We don't have to fart to amuse ourselves.
* If we forget to shave, no one has to know.
* We can congratulate our teammate without ever touching her ass.
* We never have to reach down every so often to make sure our privates are still there.
* We have the ability to dress ourselves.
* We can talk to people of the opposite sex without having to picture them naked.
* There are times when chocolate really can solve all your problems.
* We'll never regret piercing our ears.
* We can fully assess a person just by looking at their shoes.
|Tuesday, July 25th, 2006|
tomorrow the Crazy Chicks are back on the job for one day and I for one am very excited. :)
|Monday, July 24th, 2006|
even my pup kiwi won't get out of bed. those crazy radio chicks better come back soon or I don't know what will become of us. :(
|Friday, July 21st, 2006|
|Wednesday, July 19th, 2006|
|::on the way::
I think it's starting to cool off a little because I can feel the difference in the way the ac is working. No I haven't gone outside not even for the mail but those that have been out have told me that it is breezy and nice.....hmmmmmm.........ok if you say so. heheheheh
I stopped by the chatroom and found Angel and Bob and that didn't surprise me at all because they seem like very loyal people to Jackie and Susan and that is wonderful. :) I sure hope they realize how much they are loved and missed.
|Monday, July 17th, 2006|
today wasn't a good day in chat at What's Happening in Brevard? so I had to leave all together because it has given me a headache. It's so nice and kewl in here that I think I will go lay down with my pups. :) I will miss you guys and have a happy and safe vacation.
|::hottest day of the year::
that is what they say today will be but of course I won't feel it because I'm inside. ;) i've really enjoyed java john's show today at the acoustic record. he has played things that i have never heard and some that i haven't heard in years. i'm waiting for those crazy chicks to start and also for my lunch that should be delivered any moment. not much going on today because it's just too hot to do anything.
|Sunday, July 16th, 2006|
|Saturday, July 15th, 2006|
|::hot and gloomy::
I can see the wind blowing from here but it has been very hot today and gloomy to boot. Glenn and I decided to stay in today. He works so hard all week that he just wanted to veg today and that's kewl with me.
We watched UnderWorld:Evolution last night and we tried to watch UltraViolet but we got too tired and I went to bed. Glenn stayed up and played Everquest2 which is his favorite game right now.
Today we ordered BLT Subs and we watched some vintage Star Trek and then I went to take a nap and Glenn walked the dogs then back to the pc. Are we a boring couple or what????
I'm getting very excited about my trip next month to see my son and his new wife to be. I've talked to Kristy on the phone but we haven't met in person and I can't wait to give my baby boy a big hug and kiss. :) I haven't seen him in a year and that just doesn't feel natural. ;) I think I am going to try and get there on the 28th or 29th of August and then they will be getting married on Sept. 1st and off on their honeymoon the 5th and that will be the day I leave as well. I wish them all the best and I can't wait to see the two of them together. :)
Hugs, Zissy Current Mood: calm